| FETTISH |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|04:25 am] |
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It's 4 in the morning and I'm not asleep.
Insomnia, I think D:
Thought I share my (recent) FETTISHS
FIRST:
YEAP, I've kinda grown fond of these yellow creatures.
SECOND:
They are so bright and yellow. One of the few instant cheer-you-up tools.
THRID:
Which weirdo doesn't like the beach.
FOURTH:
I just found a very good spot on the field near my place to stone/read.
FIFTH:
Flying colourful balloons: remedy to turn that frown upside down.
SIXTH:
Dance. It explains it all.
SEVENTH:
I just like the weather cold.
EIGTH:
Snuggling in bed and read when it's raining.
Playing out in the rain. (danger)
Both equally fun.
NINTH:
Picnics. A must do before you die. Classic.
TENTH:
One word: british. |
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| crazier things |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|03:34 am] |
I've seen tidal waves
People washed away
Seen the towers fall
Trust me, I've seen it all
Hurricanes have come
Entire cities gone
Snowing in July
And no one can tell me why
I give you a million reasons to leave
But you don't give up
Keep calling my phone
But I don't pick up
Couldn't see you with me
That sounds crazy
So why am I holding back?
Cause crazier things have happened
So why not give us a try?
Why not give love a chance?
Cause crazier things have happened
And take it from me
Crazier things have happened
Bombs are going off
All our soldiers lost
And who pays the cost?
It doesn't make sense at all
I am just a girl
I can't change the world
Cause it's way too tough
So maybe I'll start with love
I give you a million reasons to leave
But you don't give up
Keep calling my phone
But I don't pick up
Couldn't see you with me
That sounds crazy
So why am I holding back?
Cause crazier things have happened
So why not give us a try?
Why not give love a chance?
Cause crazier things have happened
And take it from me
Crazier things have happened
I was so scared to try
Cause I've seen other people cry
And it seemed like it hurt too much
To fall in love
But I've seen so much in life
To let the world pass me by
To let love pass me by
Not this time
So why am I holding back?
Cause crazier things have happened
So why not give us a try?
Why not give love a chance?
Cause crazier things have happened
And take it from me
Crazier things have happened |
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| I will be here when you change your mind |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|03:27 am] |
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It isn't a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
I'm feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isn't easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime |
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| She's the man |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:22 am] |
 
  
You have gotta love this show
Duke is so sensitive, sweet and totally HOT |
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| your body is a wonderland |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:19 am] |
lickystickypickyme:
1.It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.
2.One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).
3.The average man’s penis is three times the length of his thumb.
4.Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.
5.A woman’s heart beats faster than a man’s.
6.There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.
7.Women blink twice as often as men.
8.The average person’s skin weighs twice as much as the brain.
9.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.
10.If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. |
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| A cute plaster |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:17 am] |
Hello. I’m sorry you cut yourself. It could be an isolated incident, or maybe you are a very clumsy person. Don’t worry. The clumsy are much more lovable than the graceful. The graceful are always busy ballet dancing, and doing incredible feats on the trapeze. The clumsy are always busy being coddled, rubbed, and cared for.
So if you’re not too busy having attractive persons ravish you with attention, take a minute to care for your injury. Wash it, and lay one of our pretty bandages on top. In a matter of moments you will be able to return to your clumsy affairs. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|12:45 am] |
http://tessasim.tumblr.com/
no I'm not moving (:
I just thought this was pretty cool (:
(EDIT/)
“Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That’s relativity.”
Albert Einstein
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|09:56 pm] |
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Today my friend stood up on her seat in the middle of the bus and starting chanting "Do it Do it Do it...." because she wanted me to invite this guy to the movies with us tonight. The whole bus then joined in chanting with her. Finally I gave in and texted him. The whole bus cheered and applauded for me. They had no idea what they were celebrating for. He said yes. They cheered even more. MLIA |
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| happy birthday lizeee :D |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|05:47 pm] |
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happy birthday LIZEEE :D
I hope you had a FABULOUS birthday :D
To the adorable bimb, Happy 20th :D
Hope this year was filled with lots of love, laughter, peace and joy :D
May you always stay strong with the Lord and grow closer to Him as you grow :D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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| I just gotta let you know |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|11:30 pm] |
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GAH exams are over and I should be sexcitingly happy but I feel nauseous.
Results are coming out tomorrow. I don't know what to feel.
Moma's in a bad mood and she just got back.
MLG is down and pissing me off.
Share a thot tomorrow and we're far from prepared.
Blackbox in 11 days and HONESTLY I don't think we're ready. Will the juniors wake up and listen up. There's no more time for jokes and games. Why can't we have fun and be serious. suckass.
Today's such a pissing day. I couldnt finish my run and only did 2km. suckass. UGH.
aw he's such a sweetie and 15 but the girl's too old for him
he's like sugar :) love the lyrics to this song :)
 
this is my hottie :)
P.S to the people feeling sad/depress/frustrated/piss
"Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need"
Hebrew 4:16
Like what my friend said, stay strong :) God always provides :) |
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| HAPPY POST :D |
[Sep. 30th, 2009|07:55 pm] |
It's not everday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you !
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Stupid for you
The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move
But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me waiting here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you
Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistake
I've fallen stupid for you
stupid for you
stupid for you
TTFN ;)
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|07:28 pm] |
I'm sorry for all the depressing posts.
This is probably the last one until exams are over.
And I know you'll probably also not see it.
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
When the stars fall and I lie awake
You're my shooting star
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| yet you're too in love to let go |
[Sep. 25th, 2009|02:41 am] |
One text from you can make my whole day better. This is how I know we should probably never see each other or talk again. I cannot rely on you for the rest of my life to make me happy and be miserable when you give me nothing. I need to learn how to make myself happy without you.
-A's tumblr-
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| arsehole |
[Sep. 16th, 2009|09:50 pm] |
shit.
abolute shit.
the things around me.
how i feel.
shit.
i shouldn't be frigging here but crap. i'm crushed inside and no, there's no one.
distracted.
too distracted.
and no, don't tell me it's okay.
i'll know it when i feel it.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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| MLIA |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|12:42 am] |
A little vulgar but it's so funny! I apologize deeply x)
Today, while in my room, I heard my dad say "son of a bitch" to himself. I walked out and said "You called?" I don't think I've ever seen a more priceless look on someone's face. MLIA.
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| Because i love the feeling of having someone to love |
[Sep. 10th, 2009|10:46 pm] |
sorry for the rubbish posts these few days :X
i wasn't in the mood.
I am quite disgusted with myself. Here I am slacking and wasting my life away when I KNOW I have my finals coming (like so soon man!) and a mountain of homework untouched (and my brain plays the untouched song by the veronicas)
I think I still am in my own fairytale, refusing to wake up. I have no idea what's wrong with me.
Maybe i should start by clearing this pigsty on my table (inserts picture of laila's pigsty)
OH MAN! Talking about starting, i forgot I have to finish this frigging important script that was due three days ago D:
grrr D:<
Also, I have this disgusting urge to be someone else other than me. This is way depressing. Why can't I like me for who I am? This is weird and disgusting on so many levels. I wanna be skinnier, smarter, prettier, taller, have a better voice... This sucks. It's not that I hate myself (don't get the wrong idea) , it's just that I want to be better. Still this is bad. Shouldn't I love what God made me D: How in the world did I ever end up like that? Why can't I stop comparing myself to other people? Why is this so hard? This is demoralizing. ):
Dear Lord, help me to love me for who you created me to be ): Help to be contented and to be thankful to you Lord (:
tata friends.
It's hard when you shouldn't hold on and yet you're too in love to let go
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| always love |
[Sep. 10th, 2009|11:33 am] |
Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable. |
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| holding this inside my head |
[Aug. 30th, 2009|12:08 am] |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgNjn9V_IKw&feature=related
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting till I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I’m fallin’ for you |
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| A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes |
[Aug. 16th, 2009|02:59 am] |
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.
If a guy punches you he likes you.
Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.
But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs.
How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
-he's just not that into you-
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| what's a girl suppose to do |
[Aug. 3rd, 2009|01:55 am] |
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THANKS V :D i know you would like totally dont mind ;D
watch this! it's so cool but WARNING: the front portion might be a lil boring! be patient :)
i wanna so do it like that too :D
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| XOXO VSS TTM XD |
[Jul. 28th, 2009|09:11 pm] |
HOW IN THE WORLD DO THEY GET THAT SKINNY >:|
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| green in the forest |
[Jul. 12th, 2009|11:50 pm] |
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and all the army boys put your hands in the air and wave it like you just don't care XD |
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|01:25 pm] |
SUET YI GO CREATE A LIVEJOURNAL OR I'LL LOCK MINE AND YOU CAN'T SEE MY AWESOME POST!
AND DO A LIVEJOURNAL THAT YOU WILL POST ON LOSER XD
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| two sides D: |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
yes. i'm most definite.
you were dropped like a bombshell quite ages ago.
just part of me couldn't remembered it was dropped.
so i guess this part is pretty easy.
don't give me the bullshit of two sides.
gross |
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[Jun. 28th, 2009|10:11 pm] |
the dinosaur has finally return (:
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| He is faithful (: |
[Jun. 23rd, 2009|03:56 pm] |
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When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray.
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer is on it's way.
Our God is able.
He is mighty.
He is faithful.
And He never sleeps, He never slumbers.
He never tires of hearing our prayer.
When we are weak He becomes stronger.
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him.
Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need.
Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see.
Our God is able.
He is mighty.
He is faithful. |
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| a walk to remember |
[May. 20th, 2009|10:57 pm] |
a mistake. a beautiful mistake.
but i just let it slip.
and now i'm forgetting it too.
how sad. |
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| maybe this time i should really stop chasing rainbows |
[May. 19th, 2009|11:09 pm] |
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and I'm back to square one. things are looking rather gloomy this year. my brain cells are all dead. my body wants to go out and play but my brain is telling me it's strong enough to carry on studying. I hate situations like this.
wake up calls. yep, a pretty tragic, disastrous one this time. tessaster disaster (keithster monster)
and nope, i don't think superman can save me this time round.
my gosh. i feel like running away to somewhere far away from this hot stuffy island.
maybe, I'm not doing it right. I never was. help!
I never in my life would have expected that it was jello who would cheer me up :) thanks man :)
expect the unexpected (shudders at that thought)
oh God, i really need to partner you. I'm alone and helpless and no one in this world can help me. okay maybe someone, but unless you have had plan that person would help me. God, now I'm confusing myself with the words I am saying. sigh. complications.
i want to say it but i know i should not. it's not right to do it that way. I need a punching bag to vent out all my anger and keep me in good shape while I'm at it.
where rainbows end was a nice book :) i loved it TTM :) read it and I'm sure you will too :)
"that's great, all i wanted was for you to be happy"
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| rollarcoasters make me hurl |
[May. 7th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
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kris is so frigging HOT and so humble :) oh man, i love him to bits and pieces :) and he made it to top three :) oh joy :)
he makes his guitar/piano look hot :) hurhurhur :)
but sadly, he's married D: cries. and he's wife looks like jillian, the trainer for the black team for the biggest loser :O cools
       
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!:O
emaths paper! last one tomorrow :| BANZAI geethree :)
OBS next week :) who's ready to kick some mosquito butts :)
maybe i'll miss midyears :D NOT :D
GOALS after stinking OBS :)
1. have fun :)
2. lose 5 kg :)
3. start eating healthily :)
4. go to the beach >:)
5. start doing my notes and homework >:( ----------> what i dread most
6. go out and spend quality time with family and friends :)
7. start frigging time management
8. start my synchronized swimming and piano class :D:D:D
9. sleep! ALOT :D
woots :)
happy day tomorrow :) suet and i are going to shop for materials >:D
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[May. 6th, 2009|08:10 pm] |
     
kris looks so hamsum :) adam's got the makings of a rock star :) no comments on allison cause i dont really like her :|
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| TO MY 3 SEXAYE LADIES ;D have yall been well ;D |
[May. 5th, 2009|09:47 pm] |
shitty poop.
where does all the time run to.
:D TIME AFTER TIME is playing. radical.
/EDIT/
to my lovely HUSBAND :)
all the best for your chinese O levels! i know it's hard but jiayou!
wo men xian zai mei ge xin qi ri jian de shi hou, yao yong hua yu gou tong, hao ma? ;D
HOW'S SCHOOL??? i miss yall! and i need a life xP
to my always MIA COW :)
wo hen xiang ni!!!!!!!!!!!!! ni wei shen me na me jiu mei you lai ne??? >:|
HOW'S SCHOOL??? do you have exams O.o
to KIMBUALI :)
take care in cambodia :D is that country a swine flu infected country? PLEASE COME BACK SAFELY AND WELL! dont go mix with your own kind and get it ;D hahhahahahah
shopping this friday anybody? ;D
OBS next week! i have mixed feeling about it xP |
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| pigs can fly and squirt diseases :O |
[May. 5th, 2009|09:33 pm] |
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SWINE FLU
PROs:
- no school >:D
- (hopefully) no exams >:D
CONs:
- no travelling D:<
- no going out to crowded cool fun places D:<
- people get sick and die D:<
- we have our exams in HOT STUFFY UNBREATHABLE classrooms D:<
EXAMS beat SWINE FLU hands down in the battle : WHICH IS A DEADLY DISEASE? D:<
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| MUTATED FLY D: |
[May. 5th, 2009|08:50 pm] |
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OMYGOSH
i just killed this deeeeegusting red fly thingy that look likes a termite and it's incredibly HUGE! like it's mutated >:|
gahhhh scary ;O
and it came from my books. omygosh. it's a perfect excuse for not studying: my books are mutated that produces disgusting fly >:D
P.S it's wings are still on my table. oh poor poor fly. |
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